Never know.

From the sweet, deep throats of the night flower.
The moon has nothing to be sad about,

- Sylvia Plath, Edge

when you feel caught in the middle of your heart and your mind it's almost always a no win situation. you don't know which is which - is the voice telling you to leave the voice of your hopeful heart or your stubborn head? you'll never know because you know you always want to believe in that "love conquers all" which assumes its the voice of the heart that triumphs.

so what do you do? you take risks, make mistakes, find yourself going in circles. nothing is ever wrong in life. things happen for a reason. it's just that sometimes what happens is not always happy...not always what you want...not always what you expected...not always what you deserved. but thats life. so get with it.