it's december 7th 10pm

i really should be studying...*shrug*

i decided to google myself and found my old xanga. i was retarded and in huge need of a slap in the face for how stupid i sounded. haha..the entry that stuck out in my mind was thanksgiving. i talked about sleeping..and being too lazy to cook. so my mom and i went to automart to rent movies then drove through mcdonalds. i can't remember why we had a holiday like that. so....sad....but it was me and mama:)

looking back on things..especially after that dreadful xanga..i realize how much growing up ive done. how much more i need to go through. and with that i see less and less people in my life. dont get me wrong. its a blessing. you save money on christmas gifts:P you have less birthday's to keep track of and less guilt when you miss one. basically...less shit. and less shit is a damn good life.